not-exactly-seeing-things

I have been noticing that I have been not-exactly-seeing-things, but having weird visual perception ticks.  I see movement where there isn’t anything moving.  Its like I am seeing cockroaches, or bugs, or something, but then i freeze my vision, and concentrate, and they’re not there.  Objects and shadows seem to be in motion.  This is recent — last two to three weeks, and I only really articulated it as a pattern in the last few days.  I remember my psychiatrist asking me about seeing things & hallucinations in one of our initial meetings about the drugs.  So I am going to head up to Columbia and we’re going to talk about it…

man… hallucinations!  i guess that is the proper term for not-exactly-seeing-things. i never thought i would have hallucinations, as i stay far away from those kind of drugs…